I was always the "weird kid" in school. There wasn't anything wrong with me, the popular kids just decided to shit on me all throughout school. As a result, I made it all the way through my shitty, 200 student high school without being in a single relationship.

I always see in my reddit feed, people, (mostly women on subs such as r/twoxchromosomes) talking about how men are nothing but lustful monsters who will only use women and it makes me sad.

I couldn't care less about sex right now as my self esteem is so low I dont think I would be good enough for anyone. I want someone who will fall asleep on my shoulder or listen when I have a problem. I just want someone to love me the way I want to love someone. Idk, maybe this is stupid. Might delete later. I'm just depressed and needed to get it out into words.