I've been thinking a lot and I decided that I'm ending my relationship with her.
This isn't easy for me. It's hard because I've been with her for almost two years, but it's even harder because now I feel a ton of guilt myself as I remembered things that I ignored, and how I was only worried about her after I became the victim. I mentioned that point in the other thread, but I feel even worse about it now.
I know I was stubborn in the last thread but I listened to everyone's advice very carefully. You all helped so much. When people brought up the sadism aspect, it sort of clicked. I don't know if it was stupidity or selfishness, but I didn't think of her that way until this week. I just ignored everything she did. I thought about some memories using this new perspective.
I remember early this year her dad got her a job at the front desk at this apartment complex. It's hard to explain this place because it was sort of a luxury place and most apartments aren't like this, but I was there once or twice to pick her up and I remember what the building looked like. There were a lot of older people living there and right near the entrance of the building there was an elevator which only went up. Then there was the main elevator which was kind of far down a long hallway. She had to call that first elevator down after the person was approved to go into the building. One time me and her were smoking and just chilling talking about stuff. She was laughing to me about how she would sometimes disable the up elevator and pretend it was out of order, and then she'd watch these older/handicapped people walk down this long hallway to get to the main elevator.
She got fired pretty quickly anyway because she activated the fire alarm when there was no fire. When they asked her what happened she pretended that the computer was glitching and she couldn't stop it, but they believed she did it on purpose so they fired her. I'm sure some people could have been injured during the chaos. I guess the alarm must have disabled the elevators so everyone had to grab their stuff and run down the stairs as quickly as possible. I can imagine all these elderly people going down so many flights of stairs. I don't think anyone was injured but they did fire her and maybe they're still investigating. I don't know if it could help, but I'm gonna call that place and tell them what she told me and how she admitted to pulling the alarm on purpose. That will help my conscience out a lot.
Like I said, I feel terrible about ignoring this stuff. You might think I'm an idiot or a terrible person myself. I don't know what to say but when I really thought about this stuff, I decided I couldn't be with her. I know people will criticize me and that's fine. This is an update but also a confession tbh because I have to get that off my chest. And there's a bunch of other stories too that she told me or that I saw myself. I enjoyed her craziness tbh even though I was always on edge but I thought of it as her being fun and spontaneous instead of sadistic. I guess I'm pretty weird myself.
I responded to her texts this morning because she was starting to get angry and was sending a lot more texts. I told her I was really sick and thought she shouldn't be near me, but that we might be able to hang out again in a week or two. I said I wasn't mad at her anymore and I just didn't respond because I was sick. I just told her that to get her off my back and to give myself time to prepare for the break up because I don't know how she's gonna react and I want to be safe. For example she has keys to my house and I'm living with other people including kids so I want to change the locks and make sure we're not tied together in any other ways before I do an official breakup. Do you think that's a smart idea? I could use any advice on the best way to do a breakup in this situation because I'm kind of worried. Once again, thanks so much for all your advice last time and have a good day.
I think that's a bit absurd.
edit: He got it after $1k USD... Looks like the real Heist is GGG f**king our wallets with borderline gambling.
I've seen a lot of complaints here about how weak adc is right now, how the scaling on damage doesn't factor in to shorter games, etc., but I think the role is actually in a really great place right now.
The low early game damage and focus on cc in many kits makes most adcs really well suited to fulfill their key role of supporting the team. This also goes well with the high damage/burst supports that are so popular in the current meta and ensures that supports in bot lane can get the kills they need in their role.
Personally, I think adc is one of the best roles in the game right now because I get to spend the mid game focusing completely on farming for at least 10-15 minutes every game so that I can catch up to the rest of my team and scale. I especially love having to either rush GA or hang out in the back of the team out of range of everybody so that the many high mobility, high damage assassins in mid and jg have fun chasing me down and making sure I'm absolutely in the negatives while my team focuses on killing the voli/garen/darius/etc on the other team when they finally come down from top after farming up their 10 kill advantage.
In conclusion, I think the bot lane champs all do a really good job at playing the support role on the team while the supports focus on getting kills and getting fed so they can carry the team into the mid game when their damage starts to fall off and we ff. Let me know if you agree/disagree.
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